Can't we just disappear?

[Naoki Ito]

"...The person who tries to live alone will not succeed as a human being.
His heart withers if it does not answer another heart.
His mind shrinks away if he hears only the echoes of his own thoughts
and finds no other inspiration.”

♥♥♥♥
Naoki Ito
19♥Student♥Artist♥Single
Who is this?

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♥ Die, Already! ♥ Your name is on everything you do, well so is mine
♥ Mutual Hatred ♥ Your life made a turn for you and gave you time
♥ Hatred [Of you, of me] ♥ And through your uneven footsteps
♥ Mutual Dislike ♥ you found, tolerance and cleanliness and I found you
♥ Dislike [Of you, of me] ♥ Your name appears at such an alarming rate in this town
♥ Rivals ♥ I can't escape it.
♥ Friendly Rivals ♥ You sat around and borrowed money
♥ Backstabbed [By you, by me] ♥ I offered you a job, trying to be funny,
♥ Distrust [Of you, of me] ♥ It worked out... but only at first.
♥ Jealousy [Of you, of me] ♥ Your face is a minor detail
♥ Annoyance [Of you, of me] ♥ Elephants as big as whales
♥ Avoidance [You, me] ♥ Recreational vehicles and mutual friends
♥ Tolerance [Of you, of me] ♥ But who's to blame lack of power
♥ Indifference [Of you, of me] ♥ And I don't mind that you're not here
♥ False Friendship [By you, by me] ♥ And who's to blame the believer?
♥ Scared of [Of you, of me] ♥ The eye in the sky is watching your every single move
♥ Tormentor [Of you, of me] ♥ Your name is on everything you do
♥ Friends turned enemies [Of you, of me] ♥ Acting like you've got something to prove..
You already have.

A little something
Is there a hole in your heart, or am I mistaken? ♥ Parent of ♥
I can see your capillary veins ♥ Sibling ♥
You be the patient, I'll be the surgeon, just like 1st grade ♥ Cousin ♥
On the playground all day ♥ Family/Other ♥
soon enough you'll hear the black top calling for you ♥ Fiancé ♥
after that there is not much else you can do ♥ Spouse ♥
Have you forgotten your place? I'm being sarcastic. ♥ Mutual Respect ♥
That shit could kill a bus of kids ♥ Respect [You, me] ♥
We have a good thing, she is a bad thing. ♥ Good Influence ♥
Why would she want to break us? Who would want to break us? ♥ Bad Influence ♥
i am a pirate you are a princess ♥ Mutually Protective ♥
We can sail the seven seas ♥ Protective [Of you, of me] ♥
Bring back some presents for all the people ♥ Teacher/Mentor ♥
Everyone will love us, even Courtney will love us. ♥ Hero ♥

A little more
♥ Best friends ♥ I sing songs, won't you sing along into the back room?
♥ Close friends ♥ A thought alone in this world is just like me, to disagree
♥ Good friends ♥ Ever wonder why the animals so narrowly escape manic depression?
♥ Average friendship ♥ Put it on my tab, Just put it on my tab.
♥ Annoying friend ♥ If I paint the sky at the right time
♥ New friendship ♥ And set it for your eyes to gaze upon
♥ Partner in crime ♥ Honey will you see the lights?
♥ Other half ♥ Will you hold my hand tonight?
♥ Inseparable ♥ Last call for alcohol
♥ Like Family ♥ In the loneliest of avenues with no one I know
♥ Acquaintances ♥ There's a medicine for that, There's a medicine for that
♥ Childhood Friend ♥ Down to earth on a mattress at a cheap motel
♥ Friend of a friend ♥ Counting dollar bills and pretending I know her well
♥ On and off friendship ♥ Sing back the tunes we play
♥ Past Enemies ♥ Transistor radios and old board games
♥ Secret friends ♥ I look at the computer and might cry
♥ Forbidden Friends ♥ The fire spreads through the dry grass nearby
♥ Inner Circle ♥ We bust grooves like the crippled mausoleum keepers
♥ Confidant ♥ Wheelchair running from the grim reaper
♥ Circle of trust ♥ Printing centerfolds from the school computer
♥ Drinking Buddies ♥ From the school computer
♥ Forgotten friends ♥ I'm guessing there's a pill for that.

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♥ Final ♥ My parachute didn't open, and when my back up failed,
♥ Current ♥ The pixie dust prevailed, and I woke up next to you
♥ Future ♥ All I wanted was to hold you
♥ In Love ♥ I was born in the city, however small it held a hospital
♥ Forbidden love ♥ The location where I came into being
♥ Mutual Crush ♥ It was all downhill from there.
♥ Crush [On you, on me] ♥ What do you do, when your life's a disaster,
♥ Past, good terms ♥ and you're moving faster
♥ Past, Bad terms ♥ and it's getting harder to breathe?
♥ Past, still chemistry ♥ What do you say, to someone who's right,
♥ Fleeting Glances ♥ but you disagree, even when it's the truth?
♥ Denied [By you, by Me] ♥ I was told "You are depressed."
♥ Flirty ♥ by a little bird, that was severely hurt, as it did not notice my window.
♥ On and off ♥ It just flew where ever the wind blows.
♥ Lust ♥ As it convulsed on the pavement, it whispered "I am hated."
♥ Friends with Benefits ♥ "your genetic flaws" I said "say it all..
♥ One night stand ♥ l you cant decipher reflections from reality, but neither can I...
♥ Sexual Tension ♥ I notice neither can I..
♥ Physical Attraction ♥ ...I notice neither can I"

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Credits?
I made this all by myself, colors thanks to the glorious color blender.I'm not concerned about people stealing this, I don't really care, and who would really want to steal it? Seriously. Alright, you know how it works. Ask about things that are crossed out via pm. A post for a post, and don't be too terribly lazy about it. Thanks. c:

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How it's done

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Naoki Ito[/color][/size]
Nineteen. Artist. Lazy.

♥ Dislike [Of Naoki] ♥ Your name appears at such an alarming rate in this town
♥ Rivals ♥ I can't escape it.
♥ Distrust [Of Bae] ♥ It worked out... but only at first.


Naoki thinks• “I dunno...”
Bae Thinks• "An Ellipsis is just three dots!!”[/font][/center]






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[size=6][i]**Full name**[/i][/color][/size]
[color=crimson][size=1]age. one word description. Pick another word.[/size][/color]


List your relationships here. Quote my post for colors, make sure you don't forget to specify where it's needed by replacing the brackets [you;;your character, me;;Naoki]


[size=1]*Yourcharacter'sname* thinks• “first person opinion! Can be short or long.”
Naoki Thinks• “Copy and paste what I wrote, if anything, otherwise leave an ellipsis”[/size][/font][/center]

[Naoki Ito]

Ladies

Gents

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Buckmidster Roedor[/color][/size]
eighteen. charming. light-shedding.


Have you forgotten your place? I'm being sarcastic. ♥ Mutual Respect ♥
We can sail the seven seas ♥ Protective [Of me] ♥
♥ New friendship ♥ And set it for your eyes to gaze upon
♥ Best friends ♥ I sing songs, won't you sing along into the back room?
♥ Close friends ♥ A thought alone in this world is just like me, to disagree
♥ Good friends ♥ Ever wonder why the animals so narrowly escape manic depression?
♥ Other half ♥ Will you hold my hand tonight?
♥ Inseparable ♥ Last call for alcohol
♥ Circle of trust ♥ Printing centerfolds from the school computer
♥ Final ♥ My parachute didnt open, and when my back up failed,
♥ Future ♥ All I wanted was to hold you
♥ In Love ♥ I was born in the city, however small it held a hospital
♥ Physical Attraction ♥ ...I notice neither can I"


Buck thinks• “Naoki's one of the first people that ever started to think of me as someone other than 'that kid who goes to other people's funerals and sings happy birthday when he doesn't even know the celebrant personally'. And that's a very long name. And word spreads very, very fast. I think it isn't weird that he didn't react so strangely when I showed him JM and sang 'Happy July' and danced with him the first day we met, which was - you guessed it! - on a day in July, early in the morning. We ended up becoming pretty close (naturally! I'm a very lovable guy!), and I don't know what they call this, but there're these feelings I get whenever I talk to him, or make him smile, or get to laugh with him or sing with him. It's very, very confusing, and whenever I get these feelings I want to-- I can't even say the K word! Pathetic, pathetic, pathetic! But I do know I want to hold him, and wake up to the smell of oil paints, or cats, or whatever shampoo he uses on my pillows every morning. Is that weird? Leon says it is, and tells me that I shouldn't be thinking these things for another guy (is it wrong?), but I tell him that love is love (is this love?) and it crosses boundaries and genders. The problem is, that I think he only wants to pursue a friendship. It's not possible for us to move forward.. right?”

Naoki Thinks• “Ahh.. Bucky, Bucky, Buck.. I didn't really know what to think of him at first, but all that quickly changed once I actually saw him. It was an odd sort of meeting... I thought I was just going for a walk on my own and coming back by myself, but then I just heard him calling out to nobody. At first I just thought I was crazy and hearing things, only to be proven wrong when the guy actually ran up to me. I really liked him from the moment we met. He was adorable and made me so happy, I just wanted to take him home to Dolly and take care of him. I love it when he sings to me and makes me laugh. It makes me so happy just being close to him. It's like he has this happy bubble around him that delights everyone who happens to step into it... Or something like that. He's so colorful and such a good sort of person.. I wonder sometimes if maybe he's just a dream and I need to see my therapist again, but I really do hope he's real.. Though, no matter if he's real or fake, I can honestly say that I truly adore him. I don't really care if it's one-sided or not. I want him to be close to me all the time, so I can hold him and protect him from everything...For now, though.. I'll just paint, secretly dedicating all my works to him.”[/font][/center]

[BUCK ROEDOR]

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Buckmidster Roedor[/color][/size]
eighteen. charming. light-shedding.


Have you forgotten your place? I'm being sarcastic. ♥ Mutual Respect ♥
We can sail the seven seas ♥ Protective [Of me] ♥
♥ New friendship ♥ And set it for your eyes to gaze upon
♥ Best friends ♥ I sing songs, won't you sing along into the back room?
♥ Close friends ♥ A thought alone in this world is just like me, to disagree
♥ Good friends ♥ Ever wonder why the animals so narrowly escape manic depression?
♥ Other half ♥ Will you hold my hand tonight?
♥ Inseparable ♥ Last call for alcohol
♥ Circle of trust ♥ Printing centerfolds from the school computer
♥ Final ♥ My parachute didnt open, and when my back up failed,
♥ Future ♥ All I wanted was to hold you
♥ In Love ♥ I was born in the city, however small it held a hospital
♥ Physical Attraction ♥ ...I notice neither can I"


Buck thinks• “Naoki's one of the first people that ever started to think of me as someone other than 'that kid who goes to other people's funerals and sings happy birthday when he doesn't even know the celebrant personally'. And that's a very long name. And word spreads very, very fast. I think it isn't weird that he didn't react so strangely when I showed him JM and sang 'Happy July' and danced with him the first day we met, which was - you guessed it! - on a day in July, early in the morning. We ended up becoming pretty close (naturally! I'm a very lovable guy!), and I don't know what they call this, but there're these feelings I get whenever I talk to him, or make him smile, or get to laugh with him or sing with him. It's very, very confusing, and whenever I get these feelings I want to-- I can't even say the K word! Pathetic, pathetic, pathetic! But I do know I want to hold him, and wake up to the smell of oil paints, or cats, or whatever shampoo he uses on my pillows every morning. Is that weird? Leon says it is, and tells me that I shouldn't be thinking these things for another guy (is it wrong?), but I tell him that love is love (is this love?) and it crosses boundaries and genders. The problem is, that I think he only wants to pursue a friendship. It's not possible for us to move forward.. right?”
Naoki Thinks• “...”[/font][/center]

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[size=6][i]Buck[s]midster[/s] Roedor[/i][/color][/size]
[color=crimson][size=1]eighteen. charming. light-shedding.[/size][/color]


[color=5D9046]Have you forgotten your place? I'm being sarcastic. ♥ [/color] Mutual Respect [color=5D9046] ♥ [/color]
[color=003300]We can sail the seven seas ♥ [/color] Protective [size=1][Of me][/size] [color=003300] ♥ [/color]
[color=6B6FD1] ♥ [/color] New friendship [color=6B6FD1] ♥ And set it for your eyes to gaze upon[/color]
[color=99CCFF] ♥ [/color] Best friends [color=99CCFF] ♥ I sing songs, won't you sing along into the back room?[/color]
[color=90B9F6] ♥ [/color] Close friends [color=90B9F6] ♥ A thought alone in this world is just like me, to disagree[/color]
[color=86A7EC] ♥ [/color] Good friends [color=86A7EC] ♥ Ever wonder why the animals so narrowly escape manic depression?[/color]
[color=584ABE] ♥ [/color] Other half [color=584ABE] ♥ Will you hold my hand tonight?[/color]
[color=4F38B5] ♥ [/color] Inseparable [color=4F38B5] ♥ Last call for alcohol[/color]
[color=33004F] ♥ [/color] Circle of trust [color=33004F] ♥ Printing centerfolds from the school computer[/color]
[color=FFCCCC] ♥ [/color] Final [color=FFCCCC] ♥ My parachute didnt open, and when my back up failed,[/color]
[color=ECA7B9] ♥ [/color] Future [color=ECA7B9] ♥ All I wanted was to hold you[/color]
[color=E394B0] ♥ [/color] In Love [color=E394B0] ♥ I was born in the city, however small it held a hospital[/color]
[color=74001C] ♥ [/color] Physical Attraction [color=74001C] ♥ ...I notice neither can I"[/color]


[size=1]Buck thinks• “Naoki's one of the first people that ever started to think of me as someone other than 'that kid who goes to other people's funerals and sings happy birthday when he doesn't even know the celebrant personally'. And that's a very long name. And word spreads very, very fast. I think it isn't weird that he didn't react so strangely when I showed him JM and sang 'Happy July' and danced with him the first day we met, which was - you guessed it! - on a day in July, early in the morning. We ended up becoming pretty close (naturally! I'm a very lovable guy!), and I don't know what they call this, but there're these feelings I get whenever I talk to him, or make him smile, or get to laugh with him or sing with him. It's very, very confusing, and whenever I get these feelings I want to-- I can't even say the [b]K[/b] word! Pathetic, pathetic, pathetic! But I do know I want to hold him, and wake up to the smell of oil paints, or cats, or whatever shampoo he uses on my pillows every morning. Is that weird? Leon says it is, and tells me that I shouldn't be thinking these things for another guy (is it wrong?), but I tell him that love is love (is this love?) and it crosses boundaries and genders. The problem is, that I think he only wants to pursue a friendship. It's not possible for us to move forward.. right?”
Naoki Thinks• “...”[/size][/font][/center]

[Naoki Ito]

Updated.
'ily, darling.'